Wednesday, October 22, 2008 @ 3:29 AM
I can do all things through him who strengthens me.Philippians 4:13
this bible verse was strongly emphasised on during the exam mass in school for the O levels' girls as well as those taking the EOY's exams. It was just shortly a month ago...
but things sure happened quickly in a brink of time. Tomorrow would mark the last day of the school term for the Year 2008, and I'm filled with lots of mixed emotions.
Happiness, sadness, disappointments and Excitement.
Happiness, because I managed to hit the range of Top 150, haha shall not disclose the ranking here, well it was just right for me, improved by 10 over positions, hopefully I'll get the combi that I want.
And also because during this period in time, new things emerged, friendships got closer to the heart than ever... The Sixsomes. New clique if you want to call it that way. But 6 different kinds of people coming together, spending some warm fuzzy time doing what youths like to do, movies, eating, singing and more. It's sad that we're all definitely gonna split up, that's the sad part.
Haha but we'll always keep in touch and stay as sixsomely as ever right? (:
Disappointment, because my goal by 2008 was to have everyone in class to really bond and get to know each other deeper than on the surface, but I guess it just didn't work.
My class is a class filled with cliques, cliques that do not wish to break out of their social circle, and they just always are together, never really interacting much with others. Despite you know inter-class activities and PEA. :/ Well perhaps this situation is not much in my control, but hey at least I had a vision for everyone (:
Lastly, excitement, for the new school year beginning next year! Sec 3, so many upbeating things that are gonna happen, SYF, Danceworks, Cross Country, adventure camp and taking over office; (: it just puts a smile on my face, how God has really really blessed me with so much that I hadnt asked for (:
i'll probably be nostalgic tmr and the waterworks would spark as we leave all there is to 2008, i'm already feeling a pinch of sadness hahahaha , i love my class. IRONIC YES. but my class has given me the platform to where I am today. For believing in what I could offer them with all my heart and mind, giving me the respect, love and attention. It's been such a long journey....
Since Day 1, 2007... so long...so long.. oh how much stelle has grown.
i'll leave all the mushy fuzzy wuzzy's to tomorrow, it'll be more meaningful then.
as for now, it's just farewell cards (:
8 watermelons, 8 teachers, 8 cards, till 10pm. ( inside joke )
I really miss those days....
