E is for Estelle, who says Hi

Friday, October 24, 2008 @ 9:26 PM

I'm really really happy! I finally know how to customize my own blog skin (:
it's nice right, the whole picture thing and the background, but without Jacq's help I wouldn't
have been able to fix the problem situations, so thanks again! now I shall post this long awaited entry about the last day of school.

Last Day, Last Bell, Last Time...
(the words may be borrowed, but the sentiments all mine)

23 of October 2008, marked the end of an astounding journey with the class of whom I spent my lower secondary years with. It was without a doubt brimming with tears and silly laughters. Everyone was singly going on their own separate ways, different classes, different combinations. As cliche as it may be, it's all talks about leaving and how heavy-hearted we were before this very day, but I never expect myself to tear or cry, because I was just going with the stereotype. Next moment, after Miss Mazlind came into class to bid her last farewell, I was feeling so stirred up by all the heartache and started to tear. Peer pressure you may say, but a positive one, everyone started to cry too! Miss Mazlind was walking so quickly, because she was so afraid that she would just get emotional and cry like crazy before O' Levels invigilation. We wanted to give her hugs, but she just brushed us away, in that moment it was so hard to accept that we were actually pretty close to her, haha. Pictures after pictures, scrabbling on your table writing last minute letters and card, hugs and words of comfort were filled in the air. There are some people who would be joining the normal classes from 2/8, and these were the emotional ones, Yang Lin, haha pretty nice girl always willing to help me and making me feel like she respected me as a person not as a councillor, broke down while I was talking to her, haha tears on my pinafore as we hugged her. I tried putting myself in her shoes, I think I'd feel equally worse, it's like all your friends leave you to fend for yourself in a new environment. Scary you know, the Clique also made up with everyone, Rachel asked us to go for lunch, which made Janet and I a bit cynical about it. Man, Mrs. Jayakumar's last words were so ( hard to express ) , the whole class cried , I've never seen Rui Li, Qi Xiang all crying so badly before. Perhaps we were all always close deep inside our hearts, but never showing it on the surface. Soon, we'll be having new friends, new teachers, new everything, it's time again to try to fit in and settle in. I love my class, and if I'm given life's one last choice, I'd still see myself where I was, and where I am till the 23 October. Love you 2/8.

Bye Ru Hui,
Whoa, is all I can say. These past 2 years were like the days where we had the most boisterous time of our lives! Dancing, singing, sleeping, doing absurd things, for a few moments it felt like you were the sister I never had. I guess, it was through the misunderstanding that lead to where we are today, things may just move in a circle and maybe one day I'd still be right beside you, making you laugh, rolling on the blue things in the dance studio, eating fried granola bars....

Bye Janet,
I don't think I want things to end right here right now, I'm just praying that we'll be in the same class, haha you me and mel (: But should we not be, I'm thankful for this entire period you've spent with me and the others.
For being there when my dear best friend said mean things to me ( harhar ru hui ah) , invest prep and sixsomes. Invest had made us so much closer, see that's the good thing! We're like both the Student Leaders' always spoofing people around, telling them to keep their poker cards or other school rules. Teehee, and soon to come, our new phone which is arriving I dont know when :D And! I'm still in my, high socks, high belt, long skirt season ohkay, admit it cause you totally are all of that too. I'm gonna miss you and your junior gossips!
*wink wink*

Bye Melissa,
one big big word, THANKS. Sec 1 days, haha remember our cold war in P6? You were still my friend!
Hahaha this sounds so P1-ish. Yeah but anyway, can't forget our Ms Tay english days where you and I would always compare our journal entries about english lessons! HAHA, and you'd entertain me with all your sick sour cream armpit jokes after P.E! LOVE YOU MANY MANY.

Bye Lyn,
You've been an extraordinary friend to me (: AND I LOVE YOUR TWO DOGS, alpha and tyrael!
they're like my two cute hotdog buns HAHA, that I feel like eating them! Teeeheee, dancing in your house
to stupid tokyo drift songs with ru, eating the entire wasabi thing just to get paid 20c by Mel.
I'm gonna miss you! ):

Bye Jacq,
you're like my P1,P2, P6, Sec 1 & 2 classmate! That's like 5 years, we've been together! Haha and I still think you resemble that Moo Min thing on my file , with the round belly, all so fair and cute HAHA. Thanks for helping me with my blog, and the awesome sixsomes will be friends forever! Enemies NEVER! :D

Bye Grace,
WE BONDED ON THE HIGHWAY! It'll be a day I'll never ever forget. You, Me, Jacq walked all the way from school to J8 by foot! That indian contruction guy, me wanting to pee so badly and hallucinating while walking.
Plus your " Disgusting Shit " comment! AHHH I'M GONNA MISS YOUUUUUUU ;D

Bye Zena,
Hahaha, we are like childhood friends, you've seen me childish, you've seen me matured, you've seen me cry, you've seen me laugh. You're like always there, behind me to support me, calefaring in the aspects of my life when I needed so much help, like my Mum said " *laughs* , I always see Zena standing beside you, either helping you to hold your wallet or carry your things when you're busy, she's really good ah " Teehee, invest night, you helped me to change into that cheong sum out of my blazerr! HAHA, supper funny, oh ya you've seen me change also. Aiyoh, you sick girl, stalk me. But! I still love you the same (:

Bye Anne, Yang Lin, Claudia and Jasmine,
May you have the courage to stay strong against the great influences, when you reach a new environment.
Work really hard, and be motivated to do well! You'll always have me, when you need help.
Always love you (:

Lastly, Thank you God.
For showering me with your endless blessings throughout this school year, I've gained a lot of satisfaction and achievements which you've given me. Even till the very last day, you awarded me with something.
I'm sorry for the times where I totally forgot about my direction in life, and concentrating on material things rather than the riches in heaven, but you still offer me solace when I'm in solitute (: Thank you lord.

I hope all goes well for everyone in the Year 2009,

with lots of love,
stelle.