Wednesday, November 12, 2008 @ 6:44 PM
Good morning,
this morning I woke up to a very enlivening dream, I dreamt that I was in South Africa on a mission trip to spread the word of God, but people were trying to kill me in all sorts of way, but there was always this voice telling me that
If God is for us, who can be against us? , it was ringing over and over in my head but I could not put a picture to that voice, and I felt so trapped in that world.
Then suddenly I just opened my eyes, I was back into my own green room with an environment less alike South Africa, that was all a dream... What was the message actually?
Which is why I felt the need to blog, today's a light and easy day without any plans or errands to run except just spending some time in church and mass and d.o. I like my days to be like today, rainy, serene, away from the city district, just to spend time with myself and reflect on a couple of things. I love my life very much right now, it is the kind that I want to lead my entire life with.
I have learnt to love myself, for who I am and who I am not, it does not matter what I look like, which class I am in or my worldly ambitions because if I do not accept myself as the temple of God, who is he to accept me? Sometimes when reality hits between the eyes, in that moment do we realise that we live in such a profane world, where idolatry and adulation revolves around material wants, what happened? I find myself being a slave before, to everything I own and I would like to share with you that you will come to a point in time where you will lose all your energy till you find no utter meaning in those things. It is hard for everyone, for me, for you to be adamant in our walks of faith because along the way, there would be trials and tribulations put forward to us to face, but I know that deep inside my heart, God will never never ever forsake me and that he is carrying me all the time. I clearly remember what someone has told me before and only now does it all make sense.
Isn't salvation amazing? Yes, the power of salvation by God is the only thing that can save us from final damnation.
This is something that I read while surfing the net that I find myself agreeing with,
that Jesus Christ had fulfilled three functions on Earth, that He therefore really saved
mankind from
sins and its consequences. As
teacher He established the reign of
truth; as
king He supplied strength to His subjects; as
priest He stood between
heaven and earth, reconciling
sinful man with his angry
God
I thank God for letting me read this and to share this with you who's reading it.
The road to having a more intimate relationship with God is going to be hard and I am ready to
commission myself to his works and I will try my very best to cling onto you O Lord, and may you lead me by the hand and guide me into the everlasting shine of your love. Thank you again for blessing me with the gift of wisdom to understand so many things during mass for the past 3 days....
Without you, I am nothing.
I love you God (: you put a smile on my face! :D
open the eyes of my heart Lord,
open the eyes of my heart,
I want to see you, I want to see you
